[ He feels Riku grab him and he's visibly upset now because it feels like this is quickly spiraling out of a situation he can actually improve any longer. He listens to Riku, but it's not with any kind of visceral determination. He's hit a downward spiral of second-guessing himself and the only reason he can stand to look 'at' Riku is because, to him, he's looking at the blindfold and purposefully not making an effort to see eyes behind the cloth, especially not in the dim light of Riku's bedroom. ]
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